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July 2, 2007

It's been a month since I last posted in this blog.  And the weird thing is, I'm not missing it. 

 I just can't find things to write about, or think of interesting stories to tell.  And I am preoccupied with things like my org and acads. 

The truth is, my life has never been this interesting.  Great things are happening to my org this semester.  An increase in application, more fun members, more bonding times, and a whole lot of new experiences.  I really hope this surge of new things will come continuously for us so we can be the new and improved CREST come engg week.

As for my acads, I have a big load this sem, I should start taking things seriously now.

About my love life, my head is up, I think someone's poking me in the elbow.  Let's just wait and see.

About my gimik life, I already know how to drink two red horse and not be drunk! wee!

I actually can't believe I wrote something in the "gimick life" part… hahaha… I actually have a "gimmick life!"!

I'll try to update this blog more frequently from now on, but I can't promise that I can bloghop anymore.  And for that, I should not be expecting comments anymore! haha.. poor me… ok I'm not fishing! 

 

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I wanna run through the halls of my high school, i wanna scream at the top of my lungs

May 20, 2007

If only I could go back to my high school days, I would.

Way back then, I was the type of student that would go straight home after classes.  Some days I will stay at my friend's house for some girl bonding but seldom did I go home very late.  I have never tasted alcohol with my friends who are, by the way, the kindest and most parent-obedient friends I've ever had.  I am thankful that I was with those kind of people in high school but sometimes I daydream of being that "bad-ass rocker-chick that still gets excellent grades even if she goes out all night, partying with friends, drinking all the margaritas in the bar and vomiting in the sidewalk after having more than enough alcohol".

Yeah, for the nerdy girls like me, that is the idea of "SUPER COOL".   These people seem to have all the fun in the world.  Sometimes I wish I was less supervised so I can do anything I want.  I wish I had hung out with all the cool people in high school, the jocks, the rockers, the cheerleaders and others.  I wish I made more friends, other than my books.  I wish I had known everyone in my batch.  I hate myself for not doing that.  I hate myself for being arrogant to my batch mates.  I know they always had thought of me as the "snob girl in the star section" and maybe I can't do anything about that anymore. 

Now in college, I try to socialize more.  I hang out with people, I stay in school longer, doing nothing.  I am having fun.  Although some still think that I am taking studies too seriously, I think that is not the case.  I take full loads every semester, try to do good with the subjects while keeping in balance my academics and social life.   I get suitors once in a while but having a relationship is not yet in my mind.  I have discovered that flirting in moderation is enjoyable too.  Ok now that is weird.

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Yesterday is MY birthday

May 4, 2007

I just turned 18 but yesterday seemed to be as ordinary as any other day in my life.  Although it was made special by some people who surprised me with their greetings, either personally or through text messages.

It is really heart warming to receive messages from people I didn't expect to even remember this day.  But they did and it made my day.  Knowing that I did somehow made a mark on the lives of other people is a great accomplishment for me.

Maybe the reason why May3 was so ordinary is because May6 is not.  I hope people will show up on that day.  I am really nervous! Wee! 

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Summer Breeze Makes Me Feel Fine

April 25, 2007

Along with the rise of temperature this summer is the continuous pile up of things i need to do.  Summertime is FOPC time.  I am the new president of our org and I am kept very busy with all this Freshman Orientation works.  Add to that the not-so-easy job of moving peoples asses so we can all be productive for our org.  We also need to be scavengers so we can gather as much PET bottles and papers as possible.  It really is hard work, i do hope all our efforts will pay off and we can be allowed to handle a freshie block next school year.

And I thought I could relax this summer, I guess I was wrong.  After taking over the presidency of the org, my schedule has become more hectic than ever.  But I learned an important thing, if a person doesn't like to help, i should not bother myself trying to convince him, it will only make me feel bad.  Even if that person doesn't say it explicitly, if i can already feel that he doesn't like to do things, I won't make myself feel bad anymore.  It would be a favor for me and and for him.

Wala.. drama na naman.. SAUCE!! :P  

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Aylavvit!

April 7, 2007

MGA GUSTO/DAPAT KONG MAGAWA BAGO MAMATAY:
updated version 5.0

  • makakain sa Subway
  • makagraduate ng college
  • makapag-wall climbing
  • makapag-bungee jump
  • makasakay sa airplane
  • makasakay sa helicopter
  • magkaboyfriend
  • magkaasawa
  • magkaanak
  • magkatrabaho
  • maging mayaman
  • makabili ng mga gamit na super mahal mejo mahal na rin ang digicam diba??
  • malasing
  • makatulog sa bahay ng kaibigan salamat paolo!
  • makaakyat sa bundok
  • makapagsurfing
  • makakita ng snow
  • Mahawakan yung kamay ng crush ko
  • makaperfect ng exam sa math
  • maka-uno sa kahit anong subject
  • matapos ang lahat ng required number ng PE
  • makanood ng UAAP
  • mapanood ang Purefoods ng live
  • makanood ng tunay na rock concert
  • matuto lumangoy
  • makapag- PDA [kahit once lang sa buong lifetime ko, matry lang]
  • magkaroon ng digital camera meron na!!
  • magkaroon ng mp3 player

Yan anggaling.  I found this list on my old blog and i decided to update it.  those in orange are the new things that i've accomplished.   I last updated this list Septamber 14 of last year.

Yey CS ulit this sem! Aylavvit! 

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